i think i need assurance.

i need to be assured many many times. i just need to feel peace within me. gosh.

i don't know what's wrong with me this time.

oh well. i went for volleyball today. it's so fun i tell you. but i had to miss tennis for volleyball. not that bad. it was fun and the coach's funny. oh yah. the dance people called me up and told me to go for trials on friday. COOOL. at least got steph and ter. its better if you know someone, really (=. i think it's confirmed that i'll be joing some sports cca, cos i just want to sweat it all out. also, i think it'll be quite cool huh, if i could vent my anger on it. c'mon, it's volleyball. just whack. don't bother aiming.

many people, or should i say, girls are joining tennis cos there's one cute guy in the cca. HAHA like wth la. i didnt spot any today. until asli pointed him out. ok la. he looks like one of the lt in NCC. still. gerard way is HOT. ok, that's sidetracking. but it's the truth!. like what kj said, gerard looked damn HOT in the "I Don't Love You" mtv. there were so many times that the camera was just focusing on him. i LUB it. the "Famous Last Words" mtv, gerard let everything go. it's COOLNESS. i think he's hot. NO, he IS hot. i don't even have to think about it. yes, that's right.

OH GOSH OH GOSH, I'VE JUST RECEIVED A PHONECALL! OH GOSH OH GOSH OH GOSH!. OH MY GOSH.

I'M SELECTED FOR TOUCH RUGBY BAYBEH! TEMPTED TO TOUCH, TEMPTED TO TOUCH! HAHAHAHA. im soooo HAPPY! really.

hazicko! hot lalat coming i tell you. if i accept that is (= BUT WALAO! i though i would have flunked the trial or something cos i pulled a muscle during lunch while playing bbaLL. SO COOOL.

i think im gonna faint. HAHA.

yao kong plays guzheng and alicia just told me he's gonna join chinese dance. HAHAHA. ok joke, ok, joke. he's in NCC. stylo mylo.